You ever meet that person and you wonder what their faith is like? Perhaps I am the only one that is still human in that way.
This happened to me recently.
Here I am listening to someone's story - taking the opportunity to stand in the gap for them as they tell it - and then find myself thinking - man they must have a hard time believing - having faith!
Then the door to talk about God is opened several more times (thank you God) and I see that they love God as much as I do - but still I think to myself (based on their religion upbringing) they must have a hard time believing - having faith.
Then here comes this person -again and they are asking for prayer and I am like - heck yeah - let's do it!
During the prayer I am called to thank God for their faith! And it happened - they were healed from their ailment (thank you God).
So why - why did I continue to wonder about their belief - their faith - through all of that???
Yeah yeah I know - because there is a lesson to be learned!
This morning, I am taken to Mark 7:24-30. Jesus goes to a place in Tyre where He did not want anyone to know it - but this Greek woman finds him and...
"She begs him to drive out the demon out of her daughter" and this is what He says...
““First let the children eat all they want,” he told her, “for it is not right to take the childrenʼs bread and toss it to the dogs.”
“Lord,” she replied, “even the dogs under the table eat the childrenʼs crumbs.”
Then he told her, “For such a reply, you may go; the demon has left your daughter.”” Mark 7:26-29 NIV
So as I read it - I am like - well that was kinda rude Jesus! Are you calling her a dog? And to be honest I don't get it. Why would he refer to her as a dog?
And then I receive it!
He shows me how we are to never underestimate someone's faith. This "dog" illustration hit home because He knew that we as humans would associate "dogs" as below us. But, this "dog" believed just as much as His "children" in His story.
In that moment, I was humbled and had to do a little (ok, perhaps a lot of) repenting. In some way - perhaps (as hard as it is to admit it) I was judging this person I was talking to - because their faith was different than mine. Oh sure, I stood in the gap for them, but my wondering got in His way!
Ughhhhhh!
Don't we sometimes do that (perhaps not intentionally) - because someone doesn't look, act or behave as spiritually as we do - we wonder way tooooo much? And in our wondering, we treat them differently?
What about the neighbor/friend/child that is an addict - do you wonder about them - is it possible that you treat them differently?
What about the person that has a disability at work - do you wonder about them - is it possible that you treat them differently?
What about the person that voted unlike you - do you wonder about them - is it possible that you treat them differently?
What about the person that comes from a different religion than you - do you wonder about them - is it possible that you treat them differently?
Am I the only one that wanders in my wondering? So today's lesson was very humbling. I need to stop wondering. Instead, I need to rebuke the religious and prideful spirit that is wanting me to underestimate someone's faith (including my own).
If you are wondering - then I rebuke the religious or prideful spirit that wants you to underestimate the faith of others (or yourself) in the name of Jesus
Wonder no more in the name of Jesus!
***I just read my last two posts and guess what word is mentioned in each one - wonder. Ya think He is trying to tell me something???
I really do have to STOP wondering! Because not only is the enemy wanting to use it to draw a wedge in my ability to stand in the gap for others - but also to stop me in believing in myself and my own faith in God. Ughhhhhhhh!!!! I can't believe I fell for it! **
Yes!!! I will wonder NO more in the name of Jesus!